Jul 05
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Lost in Berlin
Here I am in Berlin. More lost than ever. It’s rainy and grey today, so is my feeling. Sinked and drowned. *Sigh*.
Bring back those good ol’ days
Nothing feels right, nothing ever goes my way
I threw my future away
Now I walk alone out here in the cold…
Wandering astray
Where’s my future?
Gonna need a home
You’d expect the same, now wouldn’t you, wouldn’t you?Your journey back to birth its haunting you its haunting you
Your departure from the earth, its haunting you, its haunting you
Lyric from Bug Eyes by Dredg
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be hopeful sweetie. believe there’s a always light at the end of a tunnel. it may be dark now, but it won’t be dark forever.
“Let The Spirit Carries on”
a song from Dream theater’s album : Metropolis Part 2
mas, kok sendu banget sih? Hopefully you’ll cheer up soon =)
hello M. Avianto…you don’t know who I am but I read your blog and have sent you a couple of emails. I am a friend of Denise Brennen coming to ISNM in the fall. I read your blog just wanted to say-hang in there. Things will indeed workout it has been my experience that change and transition are always difficult but it will all clear up for you in the end. Good-luck
yeah……life..o ..life
Hi Boy, be strong, be brave, be you. I know you can make it.
sooooo…. after last night, are you going to be working together with karen + patricia on a project or what? in any case, i hope you made friends with karen, she’s great, she’s one of my best friends :)
Mr. Avianto dear, don’t be sad.. please be patient.. life just like bianglala at dufan, sometime we’re on top of position and sometime we fall to the lowest.. it’s natural.. just hope that the big wheel don’t stuck at the moment we’re on the under position.. ;B Speaking of sadness and being useless, in fact, right know i’m a little bit gloomy.. as you know, i’m in the middle of doing my thesis.. well, i have to take another semester just because i forgot to paid the registration fee last semester..(i’ve already studying at PPSIA FISIP UI by my own fund while i’ve got scholarship at MMUI) can’t you imagine, i feel so careless, stupid, bego, dan sebangsanya.. and today, 3 friends of mine has passed the final test. they’re Magister Sains now.. instead of being jealousy, i feel happy for them, they’re my best friends.. but why i’ve got this stupid feeling, feels like i’m useless, shit deh aaah.. i hate being like this.. Well compare to me, i think your position it’s better, you had finished your study, reached one of your goals, you’re just in that damn grace period.. be patient please.. fa inna maal yusri yusron.. inna maal yusri yusron.. sesungguhnya dibalik kesusahan itu ada kemudahan.. dibalik kesusahan itu ada kemudahan.. keep hoping.. keep praying.. there’s always dark before the dawn.. ;p
mas Avianto pernah gak denger tentang Open Market yang baru dibuka di Potsdam? yang saya denger sih setiap pedagang boleh masuk ikut berdagang dengan sedikit bayaran tiket masuk trus gak ada kepemilikan tetap thd lot dagangnya, kalo tau kasih tau yah mas.
bnr, sy mah kecewa sama bapak yg sekarang. dulu sy bener2 mengidolakan bapak. kenapa sekarang teh bpk jd begitu? padahal mah ketegaran akan lbh indah untuk dikenang daripada penyesalan. iya ngga pak? sok lah, sekarang mah bangun lagi. da bapak teh kasep atuh klo lagi seger mah. sy yakin, walopun di berlin mendung, da ngga akan lebih gelap dari langit bandung klo sore (polusi udara di bdg parah pisan). sok, klo suasana hati mesti ngikutin keadaan alam, berarti suasana hati sy lbh gelap dari bpk. kasian atuh pak, sy teh dah item, masa hatinya juga item? jangan ngajarin yg ngga baik sama fans-nya. coba, sy mah dr sejak lahir smp skrg, blm pernah keluar dr pulau jawa. prestasi di sekolah pas2an. apalagi diluar sekolah.IPK blm pernah memuaskan. jauh kan sama prestasi bpk? mestinya teh bpk jaaauuuh lbh bahagia dari sy. bahasa inggris sy butut pisan. klo baca tulisan bpk hrs didampingi sama kamus.makanya comment-nya ditulis pake bhs indonesia. sok, kurang apa lagi karunia yg udah bpk dpt? sy juga yakin, cewek2 yg ngefans sama bpk teh byk. sy mah kebalikannya dari bpk. eh, pak. kpn2 klo plg k indonesia, mampir k bdg. cobain cilok, cimol bulan(makanan yg lg ngtrend), sama surabi oncom.
mangga ah..
Just say wow!
;)
mengingatkan akan over the rainbow , lagu tema sebuah stasiun radio di jerman , sebagai simbol runtuhnya timur.
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Dear dear…
I think you need to go somewhere GREEN!
Berlin is GREY! You said it yourself. Berlin has LOADS of DEMENTORS! That’s why it’s GREY! No Wonder You feel empty like that!
huhuhuu.. maap saya ngga jadi nemenin mengarungi Berlin…
Hallooowww.. where are thee?.. i’m getting miss you.. udah 2 minggu nih boy.. get back to your life please..
hey, you seem so sad? Don’t be sad, man. From chat you told me about work and language and so, maybe it’s better if you move to UK, where people use english as the main language? :D
Anyway I’ll go to Berlin, only for shopping , though. Are you free? :D
boy.. g punya blog.. baca yakk
Hang on there, ok?
g mulai bosen ngecek www.avianto.com ini.. :-w
yasmina @ July 21, 2005 1:39 PM
cheer up, you’ll be fine… berlin’s a lovely city… :)
ato, elo ke belanda aja deh? gue masakin bubur ayam. pake cakwe. mau ngga? mau ngga? :)