life's like this - avianto's journal

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Aug 03

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Numb...

I am feeling numb right now... betrayal, confusion, anger, madness, fear, hate and all negative feeling are lingering inside my heart...

Am I a fool for believing that everything will be just like yesterday? I need time to heal my wound... It hurt so deep it almost kill me...

Adrienne by the Calling

I've been thinking about you, my love.
And all the crazy things that you put me through
Now I'm coming around, Throwing it back to you

Were you thinking of me when you kissed him
Could you taste me when you licked his skin
All the while I showered you with trust and promises

What I'm needing now is some sweet revenge
To get back all that I lost then
I gave you all I had to give, but I could never reach you

Adrienne, I thought I knew you
Once again, you used me, used me
Adrienne, I should have left you
Long before you used me, Used me up

Spent my money, drove my car
I treated you like a shining star
But in my sky all burnt out you are

And I'll have the last laugh,
when I see you walking with some other guy
'Cause I know you're gone end up all alone

So take these words, some good advice
All you've done gonna come back twice
You never cared how much it hurt, I really need to tell you

Adrienne, I thought I knew you
Once again, you used me, used me
Adrienne, I should have left you
Long before you used me, Used me up

What I'm needing now's some sweet revenge
To get back all that I lost then
I gave you all that I had to give, but I could never reach you

Adrienne, I thought I knew you
Once again, you used me, used me
Adrienne, I should have left you
Long before you used me, Used me up



1 Comments

Sinta @ August 31, 2003 3:04 AM

A very wonderful and powerful song. When you think life is going fine, destiny deals you a bad card. It happens.. just try to be strong through it. You will always survive.

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