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Apr 03

24

bad days

have you ever had some of those days when you just didn't know what to do and really easy to get frustrated and agitated? i just did.

the last 2 days had been hell to me. i just didn't know what to do, just sit at my desk and wondering far far away beyond my computer's monitor and having bad argument with my beloved one twice... that was sad... very sad...

*sigh*... i guess i am getting bored or getting frustrated of my current condition. no dreams, no future plans, no idealism to fighting for... i had to find myself again soon... regain myself, recycle my life... just to put me back to those top of the mountain again.

hope those damned day are over now. i don't want these kinds of days to happen again soon... or better be never happened again. it sicken me...

Previous Entries


Apr 03

18

long weekend... wahoo!!!

good friday... well, it's good because it's a holiday... =) long weekend, hmm. i just wonder what should i do... anybody? / Read more …


Apr 03

12

28 springs...

today i am 28... time fly, 28 years... man, i had to do more with my life... lately i've been a dreamless guy who satisfied with his life. time to move on... dream a new dream and looking for a new path. well, contemplation time. / Read more …


Apr 03

09

it's (nearly) over...

3 weeks of lack of sleep watching news... at last the war is nearly over. again, american empire prove that it always unbeatable... saddam's out, the people of iraq celebrate his downfall with the coalition troops and the new government will be installed soon. well, i guess the question about weapon of mass destruction is not a relevant question right now. after all, the history was written by the winner... and we always told that history never lies... / Read more …


Apr 03

07

what's up world?

been busy here and there. office's works, personal project, watching and reading news (yes, i am still doing that, ignorant as i always did i can't help to find out what happened in the world) and some other stuff. so... nothing's new. really... nothing. just thinking about looking for another job (what???). yes, people... i think this is time to search a new experience as er... how about as an 'art director'... sound good, right? well, spread the news folks, i am back on the job hunting ground. target: "art director' position especially in advertising business. anybody kindly enough to / Read more …